Where & Why

This was not where I wanted to be
This was not where I wished to go
What was it that I sought
What was my ultimate desire?
Desires there seemed to be none
Why then was I even here
Unless there was a want a need
What reason made me stay here
No goals no aims to work on
No path I had now to walk on
Surely the divine had this planned
Or else why would I be here?