As the silence weighed heavily
The feeling of weightlessness grew
A feather flying in the sky
Floating yet not falling down

No words no thoughts
Nothing arose in the mind
It was all like a blank sheet
With no inscriptions no ink

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Awareness at its ultimate
Vibrations passed through
An experience so true
I was merged with the divine…


What my dear is love?

What my dear is love
Is it the meeting of hearts?
Is it the gelling of minds?
Is it the mating of bodies?
What my dear is love?

Love is all about space
Love is all about faith
Its all about having trust
And a whole lot of patience

Love is eternal and forever
It’s a feeling an emotion
And yet unbinding and free
Unexplored yet so known

Love invokes joy and bliss
It surrounds and supports
Love moves the world
Unifies and unites into one

Love is pure acceptance
Its also about tolerance
A deep feeling of connecting
Also its about rejoicing

Love is about freedom
being unshackled unbound
To explore to express
to be natural and oneself

Its not about bondage
Its not about possession
Its not about control
Its not about command

Love is pure sunshine
The light of the moon
The twinkle in the stars
The caress of the breeze

Entwining with nature
Mating with the divine
A meeting a union
So divine so sublime…

Where Oh Where…

My eyes searched for my beloved
My heart longed for a glimpse
Where Oh where was my love
I cried tears flowing down my cheek
A deep longing wrenched my heart
A wee glimpse was all I sought
Where Oh where was my love
I felt an ache deep in my heart
Will I ever meet my beloved?
Doubts and fears arose anew
Where Oh where was my love
I succumbed on the floor fearful
Where to look for my beloved
I needed and desired just a glimpse
Where Oh where was my love
I then heard a voice from within
Right here right now am here
Within you with you forever
Where are you searching my dear
Am not separate…but a part of you
I cried with tears of relief
My eyes glued to my beloved
Never will I lose sight ever
Will hold close to me forever
I felt waves of bliss and delight
Joy and laughter shone in my eyes
Never was I away from my beloved
I danced with a spring in my step
The mating and meeting so divine
I lost myself…now complete and sublime
One mind one heart one love
There never was any two
It had always been just one
Two hearts now beating as one
Everything merged into one
Feeling Love bliss joy peace alone…

All but one…


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Vibrant and pink
Or was it indigo
Fluttering and swaying
So free in the wind
Light like paper
Devoid of weight
All in a cluster
A complete array
Delight in the self
Not bothered elsewhere
Living for that moment
Not worried about tomorrow
How different are we?
Not much and yet so much
We single out and sulk
Sit in corners and cry
The moment never with us
Past and future torment us
Colorful and divine
Light and sublime
Are we lost somewhere?
Or is this  destined?
Look at the flower
No different from us
We see the difference
It sees no difference
Its all but one
We all are one
Its one and the same
We are just but one
Every speck of nature
Is all but one…
We are just the same
All but one…

Far away from divinity

A tree laden with fruits and as the fruits fall they are sent to different places, for that is where their lives are. The tree is one single seed that has grown into a very huge tree. The fruits are its produce…its own children.

The tree is the one single source of divinity. Call it God or supreme consciousness or by any other name. There is only one. All the fruits that reached the level of purity of the tree became known as avatars or bhagwan or God. Many others who had come and have come to guide the masses are Gurus…

Who is a Guru? A person who is connected to the divine through the higher Masters or the Ones who reached a very high level of purity (who are known as Avaatar/Gods) is a Guru.

How can I as a simple fruit decayed to a certain extent attain purity? When will I ever get to connect to the tree and how?

A Guru will always be there to guide provided the desire to reach the source arises from deep within. The more number of fruits decayed, more will be the number of Gurus as the need of the hour would be to guide many.

If we leave the fruits aside for a while and speak in terms of you and me, will it be easier to comprehend a simple theory of connecting to God?

**Now I am a family person, all caught up in various issues good and bad and face all types of challenges. Does it mean I am far away from my source?**

Yes it does. Being caught up in the challenges is not an issue if you are living in remembrance of who you are and are aware that you have to soon join the source. But it is very rare that a person lives, knowing and understanding the ‘real self’ and so leads many many lives of ignorance only moving further away from divinity.

The only simple method to reach the source is through purity. The divine energy, the supreme consciousness is pure, unconditionally accepting and loving. These fine qualities are but very clearly a perfect trait of the “One”.

**So if we belong to the same tree, will we not have those traits?

Of course we do. It goes without saying.

**So why then are we not the children of God?

Who said we are not children of God. We are obviously the children of God. We have in us all the traits he has.

**So why then are we so bad or rather so much unlike him?

It is because when we disconnected from him we took a form and in our journey we accumulated a whole lot of unwanted dust and muck. We got busy in washing our body, our physical self and forgot to clean our mind. Now we have reached a state where we cannot recognize ourselves.

**So how then do we go back? Will we be stuck in the muck always?

That will depend on how deep and how strong your desire to meet your father is. Once your desire becomes stronger, a Guru, a guide will step into your life and show you methods of purity.

**So then, is it not simple? Just wish for meeting the Divine, a Guru will come and guide and we become pure and join with our source, the Divine.

You are right, it is simple. But there is one major factor that you seem to have overlooked and that is the strong clutches of Maya which takes us away from our intention of surrender.

**What is Maya?

Maya is the illusion that survives and thrives based on your five senses. Touch, smell, taste, vision and hearing. These five if used correctly can lead you to a Guru and further on. But if used unwisely will entrap you endlessly forever and ever.

**So how do we escape Maya?

Acquiring control over our five senses will delude Maya and lead us on the right path towards divinity.

**How do we escape from Maya if we are controlled by our five senses?

You can never control Maya if you are controlled by the panch indriya or five senses. But as you learn to walk on the path your Guru guides you on, you learn methods to connect to the self and this results in purity. The Guru teaches you “dust yourself when you have dirt on you, use soap and water when you have muck on you…”. He teaches methods of purifying the body, mind and soul. If we care to listen, learn and follow his words of wisdom, we will soon be on the path, gracefully embarking on our journey back to the source, to the One who is the Universal Master, GOD.

**Who is a Guru and what does he do?

A Guru is one who has treaded on the path, attained self realization and on the behest of the Siddha Masters ( one’s who have reached their destination ) takes up the job of guiding the mankind. He/She very patiently leads their disciples towards the light, the light of wisdom.

**When there are so many Gurus why are so many people still in the dark? Why just a few are influenced by the Master and only a minimal few attain self realization?

In a School why is there only one topper? Just a few merit holders? Is the teacher not good enough? The teacher does his/her job to the best of their ability. It is then left to the student whether they want to learn or not, whether they want to absorb the knowledge and reach the summit or not. The teacher can teach, push a bit, scold, convince…but that is about it. Beyond that it is the journey of the student. Is it not so? So why do we blame a Guru? He does his best. He goes to the extent of praying for his disciples’ well-being. It is the ignorance of the disciples who caught in the web of Maya refuse to follow on the path and many a times leave the path and go back to the world of illusion thinking that it is a much better place or a much better way of life.

On the path, we have doubts and questions. We seek answers and many a times do not find the right answers. Is it because no one out there knew the answer? Or is it because the desire to seek was not strong enough? 

Only a strong desire to know, to learn, to absorb can lead us to a Guru. Many reach to the level of finding a Guru who has the right answers…but they are not ready to accept the answers…their good karmas in the past leads them to a Guru but their karmas in the present life have led them in the clutches of Maya and so even after reaching the Guru they are still far away from the divine…far away…