The desire to transcend,
to ascend and know
the true power of what I am beckons me.
Yet I feel weighed down, heavy with the obligations I carry.
If all this is the creation of my mind,
Will I have to fulfill these obligations?
Or I just need to create what I desire?
If desire is what leads to creation,
then ascension is a desire too…
to be one with the divine and merge
with the infinite consciousness is a desire too…
a burning desire…
When I just let go, drop everything, stop desiring…
will the world cease to be?
Will there be no creation for my eyes to see?
Even now is there a creation for me to see,
am I seeing a creation? Or is it just a dream?
How do I wake up? How long shall I live in a dream,
creating vivid scenes of despair, laughter and hurt.
No longer I desire any of these extremes.
I think…finally I actually think
as to what exists,what does not
who am I and where I need to end.
If only it were as simple…
yet something within hints
that it is just as simple.
Just drop everything
then there will be no burden…nothing.
Just a light merging with the super light.
Is light heavy?
No, it is light as in brightness and light as in not heavy.
Where and all should I run to gain some experience?
Is there a place where I can go and just be that light?
There is no place in the entire creation that will take me there. Why?
‘Coz I am already there?
I have surrounded myself with all clutter
forgotten the entire reason of my existence.
I keep weaving webs of relations
trapping myself further.
One snip and everything just falls.
Why then is that snip so difficult?
Why are those frails bonds so attractive and necessary?
The journey is of a higher calling
I need to move when the time is right
not keep postponing it
in the nonsensical pursuit of material dreams.